QUE-SER-SER

2011-01-10T09:14:00.000+09:00

"Real Summer" is just around the corner.

2009-08-06T16:17:00.002+09:00

It is sunny day today in my home town.
Today's temperature is 32 degrees.
Wow, it's very very very very hot.
I think rainy season will be finished and it will come "Real Summer" soon.

Today I'm not so busy.
So I feel working time is very very long.
But, of course, if there is call from my client, I have to make do.
I hope there is no call from my client today!!!
I wanna go home without overworking today.

Greeting

2009-08-05T17:58:00.001+09:00

There is a pond near my apartment.
So I take a walk about a hour every morning, if it's not bad weather.

II continue this for about 4months.
I always meet there same people.
Like me, the people who take a walk around the pond are almost elder people. I mean they is like a grandmother, grandfather for me.

While I walk every day,
we discovered each other.
When we meet, we say "Good morning" each other.Greeting is very nice, I think.
It makes me feel better from morning.
And I can be nice feeling all day.
Japanese people hardly make the usual greetings between unknown people each other.
But it's not good, I think.
So it's nice for me to exchange greetings in the morning, I think.

In Germany, if someone sneezes, another people around him/her says "Gesundheit", even if each don't know.I like this habit.

I will continue exchange a greetings while walking.
Because, to get to know people and exchange greetings is very very wonderful.

Last Studray plan.

2009-08-03T08:29:00.000+09:00

Last Saturday, I went to the Movie with my boy friend.
The movie we watched is "Harry Potter 6".
It was very interesting and I wanna watch the next episode as soon as possible.
But next episode won't be published for long long time.
Of course I had already read it by book.

Oh, last Saturday, I went to not only movie but also eat Lunch with him.
We ate Russian dishes.
For example, pirozhok, borsch, Russian tea and cheesecake :)

I didn't know about Russian tea. In the restaurant, they served us Russian tea and strawberry jam.
We put jam in the tea and drank it.
It was very very tasty. So I will try it at my house :)

Weekend Plan

2009-07-30T16:13:00.001+09:00

In Japan, recently there are many many rains.
But it's sunny day today.

Yesterday I ordered new table!!!!!
And it will be delivered this Saturday.
I'm looking forward to it :)

This weekend, I will go to the movie with my boy friend.
We will watch "Harry Potter 6".
Of course, if I don't need to work this weekend....
I don't know it yet :(
I hope I don't need work....

Solar eclipse

2009-07-22T09:40:00.002+09:00

Today is Solar eclipse.

But the weather is cloudy :(

What a pity!!

Of course, if the weather is good, I can't see it :P
People can see it only south area in Japan.

There is no help for it:P

Marine Day

2009-07-21T08:34:00.002+09:00

20th July is Marine Day in Japan. Marine Day is one of a national holiday in Japan.
The detail is here.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Marine_Day

So I went to see with my boy friend.

This sea is "Jyoudo ga hama".
”Jyoudo ga hama" is the coast, which there is Miyako city in Iwate-ken.
http://de.wikipedia.org/wiki/Miyako_(Iwate)
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Miyako,_Iwate

It takes about 3 or 4 hours from Morioka, where I live.
We left morioka at 13:00, so the time we arrived at this sea was about 16:00

It was very nice weather yesterday.
But it was a little bit cold to swim.
So we couldn't swim there.
If we came here earlier, for example about 12:00 or 13:00, maybe we could swim:P

Arguing.

2009-07-15T17:53:00.000+09:00

Recently I am very busy, so I'm full of stress.
I can't control my feelings.
So I vented frustration on others, especially my boyfriend.

Although I understand it's not good, I can't stop....

I don't want hurt him by my frustration, so I decided not to meet him after a while.
It's very sad and hard for me, but I think this is good idea.

I wonder when my work project will be finished....
I hope this project finish soon.

I Don't Know the Reason, but....

2009-07-14T18:07:00.001+09:00

I like Germany very much.
But I don't know the reason.

I often think that I wanna live there and wanna marry
German guy, hehe.

I can't speak, write, nor read Germany.
Although I can do that a little bit, it's not perfect.

Despite this, I wanna go to Germany and live there.

Sometimes I thinkl why I am in Japan, not in Germany.
It's very very strange :(

I wanna go to Germany soooooooooooooon!!!!!!!!!!!

A memorial service

2009-07-08T08:29:00.002+09:00

Today morning, I watched a memorial service of Michel Jackson on TV news.

I have hardly listened to his music, but he is very very famous singer.
And I know his music well.

It's natural, so I don't need to write. But I wanna write this.
Someone's death is very very sad.
If someone is family or friends, it's very very sad and I can't describe beyond the words.
Even if someone is people who hasn't any relation with me directly, it's very very sad.

I felt sad and cried just a little bit from morning because of Micheal's news.
Taking this occasion to his death, I am going to listen to his music .

I am thinking of him and praying for him in this time of loss.

Lack of sleep.

2009-07-07T08:07:00.002+09:00

I can't sleep well recently. I think it might be from stress.

Actually I only slept about a hour yesterday.
I wanna sleep, but I can't.
I wake up soon when I fall asleep :(

Should I go to see a doctor??

But I don't feel my body is not good.
Of course, I feel tired, but I think it's a big probrem.

When I finish now project, I wanna go trip to Germany!!!

Oh, it is 7th July today.
In Japan, we call today "Tanabata."
Tanabata is http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Tanabata
or
http://de.wikipedia.org/wiki/Tanabata

If the weather is good, we can see the beautiful milky way.
But it's cloudy today. So I can't see it today :(
Haha, of course, I have to work until late.
So I can't see milky way even if the weather is good or not.
The weather has nothing to do with me :(

Beginning of week.

2009-07-06T08:45:00.002+09:00

Today is a beginning of new week.
Maybe it'll be hard week for me again.
But I have to do my job, I actually don't wanna do that though.

In last weekend, I watched DVD of "Supernatural First season" with my boyfriend.
SuperNatural First season is very old, but it's nice for me.

Actually I watched this DVD in this winter, when I visited my friend in Germany.
But I couldn't watch all of them.

So I bought this DVD last month, and I was going to watch it. But I couldn't watch, because I was very very busy.

Further my boyfriend haven't ever watched before. He had wanted to watch it.
And he became a fan of Supernatural, hehe :)

I wanna buy another series of supernatural's DVD, but it's very expensive. So I think it takes long time for me to get one :(

Friday.

2009-07-03T07:09:00.002+09:00

Finally, it's a Friday.
This week was very very severe for me, too.
Maybe this hard work seems to be continued about 2months.

Now it's 7:00am. And I have already been at my office.
Actually, I arrived at my office 6:45.
And I cleaned up office, made some coffee, checked e-mail, and I am writing this weblog.

Why did I come to my office so early??
There are some reasons. First, a person who always come to office earliest is absent today.
Next, earlier time is very very quiet in the office, because there is no person, so I can concentrate on my work.

Maybe I will go back to home about 23:00, so today is very very long day for me.
But I will do my best!!

Oh My God!!!

2009-07-01T08:40:00.001+09:00

I haven't written this my weblog more over a year :(
Unbelievable!!!!

I will write this weblog as frequently as possible!!

But I'm very very busy recently.
I always go to my office at 8:00, and I go back to home at 23:00.
When I go back to my house, I just only sleep in bed.
And next morning, I wake up about 4:30.

I'm sick of this life.
I wanna rest, I need rest!!!!

So if I can take holidays, I will do many things I wanna do!!
The best thing I wanna do is going to Germany.
And I wanna meet my friends there!!

2008-04-10T21:11:00.002+09:00

I got parcel from Germany.
There are too many chocolates!!

My friend sent me them on 20th(?) Feb.
But it's 10th Apr today.
It took too much time.
I had been thinking this parcel was sent by ship. I'm afraid that this parcel was gone on the way.
So I'm glad to get safely.

Hehe, many chocolats.

And my friend wrote to me.
"Don't forget to use this after you eat chocolate"

Haha, that's right.
It's toohbrush of Spongebob.
I like Spongebob very much. So I'm very very very glad.

2008-04-07T21:13:00.003+09:00

My pet Bonz wears my slippers. He likes them so much. Because he wears my slippers, I have to be naked feet.
Haha :D
This slippers become him, I think.
How do you think??

But my feet feel cold...

COLD

2008-03-24T21:06:00.000+09:00

I was back from Taiwan yesterday.
I wanna write a lot of things what it happened in Taiwan, but I am catching cold now.
I hope not it's influenza.
When I recover, I will write the story.

Taipei

2008-03-16T18:24:00.003+09:00

Next weekend, I will go to Taiwan.
It will be twice for me to go there.
It's just trip, not business :D

Recently I have been busy my work, so I haven't been able to prepare for this trip.
Thus, I had to prepare for this weekend. And now, I'm ready, I think.

According to weather forecast,it will be rainy day in Taiwan.
I'm very sorry to know that. But it's ok, only if I can spend wonderful time there.

I took these pictures when I went to Taiwan before.
First picture is emergency exit.
It's funny, because legs are much longer than Japanese one.
It seems to rush, isn't it??
Next picture is... actually I don't know. This was in the city.

When I go there, I will take many picutres :D

EBI Without a trace

2008-03-10T21:51:00.002+09:00

I like this TV drama. Do you know??
But I have seen until 3rd season on TV.
Recently I bought this first season DVD :)
This weekend, I didn't feel well, so I stayed in my bed and
watched DVD.
Haha, it's very bad life :(
But it was very fun and could study English a little bit.
Maybe I will buy another season DVD.
But they are sold only until 2nd in Japan.
3rd season will be sold on 25th June.
I will get it :)

Present :)

2008-03-03T20:48:00.005+09:00

Ein Geschenk ist aus Deutschland gekommen!!
Ich bin frooooooooooooooooh jetzt!!
Vielen Dank, meine Freundin!!

Thinking

2008-03-03T14:32:00.000+09:00

Recently I consider about my life.Is this my routine work really good for me??
When I was employed by the president, he said to me"I don't think that I'd love to complete this system. What I wanna know is whether this system is really needed by society. So I want you to check it."
Then I had been checking this system for 1year.And I reported to my boss that this system has many problem and it's difficult to be sold as System.
But the president seems not to want to give up.Actually, this work would be finished last summer, but president decided to continue it by me, without my permission.(Of course, it's natural that he's president. But I think he should have had some meeting and so on...)It was very shocking for me. I believed that I could do new job. Why do I wanna quit this job?? Because our company can't get benefit until this system is completed and sold...It is hard for me to continue such as not seeing the future...
And I seem to have to continue it for more 1year....Isn't it really vain time??There are many many problems yet, so I judged that this system isn't needed by society.If there are high probability to complete, I should work on it. But it's not so....I think it is vain time.Our employer don't think that making this system is good.How should I keep my motivation of this work in this such mood??Ohhh, I can't know what to do.

The Doll's Festival.

2008-03-02T20:19:00.003+09:00

Tomorrow(3th March) is The Doll's Festival. We call it "Hinamaturi" in Japan.
This day, parents hope their girl's happiness. This day is said so.
The detail is here.

I made some Sushi today. Many people in Japan make Sushi or Chirashi-Sushi on this day.
Hehe, look at these.
They were very good tasty.
Sushi I make is not bad, but I have to practice more.
Because I wanna teach it to some friends who live in foreign countries when I go to abroad.

DELTA

2008-03-01T16:32:00.002+09:00

Do you know her??
This singer comes from Australia and her name is Delta Goodrem.
Her voice is very beautiful.
She is a famous singer in Australia.( I think it is not only Australia but all over the world).

But her life was very hard...
She is 23 years old, but she had a cancer about 2years ago.
She got over the disease and came back to the position of top singer in Australia.

When I listen to her music, I am cheered up.
And I feel that I seem to have to do my best in my life.

This CD is her new album.
I bought this CD today and listened to it.
It was very beautiful song as same as her ex-CD.

Traveling

2008-02-27T21:05:00.002+09:00

I am going to go to Germany again.
Maybe I have vacation from 3th May to 11th May.
But I have to take holidays between the periods.
(7th, 8th, 9th).

I wanna go to Frankfurt, but I wanna go to Cogolne, too.
Uhhhh, which city should I select??
Of course I don't know whether I can take holidays yet.
And I don't know whether I can reserve the tickets.
There are many problems, but I'd love to go to Germany again!!
I wish I could go there!!

Today I have a stomachache. I didn't eat strange things!!
Why do I have stomachache.....
I should take some medicine.
Ich soll tablette nehmen.

Windy day

2008-02-25T21:54:00.003+09:00

Yesterday, no , today I went back to home.
Actually, I would be home on 22:30 on Sunday. But it was strong windy day yesterday in Tokyo.
Many trains were delay and stopped.
So when I got to home, it was 0:30....
It was very tired, so I didn't wanna go to work today.
But I have many things to do today...

On Thursday and Friday, I went to some company. And we had some meetings.
Then it was very sunny day in Tokyo.
On Saturday and Sunday, it was just trip for me.
I had something happy things there.
I checked into hotel. then women in reception said.
"I'm so sorry. We have many guest today. Could I change your room into upgrade room?? Of course you don't need to pay extra money."
I said, "Oh, really?? Of course, it's ok ."
Don't you think it is lucky to stay at upgrade room without paying extra money??

And on Saturday, a parcel from Germany arrived to my house.
I have been waiting it for long time.
Usually, it takes about 5days to arrive the parcel from Germany.
But my friends sent it to me about 1month ago.
I'm worried about it. Maybe it was missing??
So I was very glad to get it.
I show some pics :)

Notebook, sticker, puzzle, armband,
photo album with my friend's family,
birthday card etc....
I was very happy :)
Thank you sooooooooooooooo much , my sister :)

Business Trip

2008-02-20T21:54:00.002+09:00

Tomorrow, I will have to go to Tokyo for business trip with my boss.
Actually I don't wanna go.I wish it were just trip.

And Saturday and Sunday, I will take part in some class in Tokyo.
The class is to get a license of English teacher in elementary school.

If I could get a English teacher license, I wanna go abroad before I teach English for child.
I wanna re-study my English.
And I wanna study German, too....

Yesterday, I chatted with my friend's mother.
She only speaks German, so we chatted in German.
But it took many many time to understand her German and to write German for me.
It was very shocking for me.
I study German, but it's not enough.
I have to study much harder.

Strange feet

2008-02-17T17:01:00.002+09:00

Recently I haven't been able to write this weblog.
Because I'm bad condition.

I don't know the why, but my feet move without my conscious. Especially evening and night.
So I couldn't sleep well recently.
The symptoms are similar to Restless legs syndrome.

But difference from this disease and my symptom is not leg, but feet.
My symptom appeared in my feet.
But tResrless legs syndrome are appeared mostly in legs.

Should I go to the hospital?? But I don't have any pain.....
Anyway, I hope I could sleep well.....

2008-02-12T22:12:00.000+09:00

It was heavy snowy day today.
Furthermore it was heavy windy day, too.
So it was very dangerous to drive.

It was unlucky day for me.
First, this bad weather.
Next, my pc in my office was bad condition.
But the reason of bad condition is that I made and wrote a bad program...
So I can't blame anybody. The worst person is me :( Oh-oh.

But I rewrote my program and fixed them up.
So I could make PC good condition somehow.

I hope tomorrow will be happy day for me :)

Stomatitis

2008-02-11T20:11:00.001+09:00

I have a stomatitis.
When I eat something, talk with my friends, and yawn, I feel pain.
It might be from lacking of some vitamines??
I hope it will be better by tomorrow.
I should take some vitamines.

Today is holiday, but it's terrible day.
Why??Because refrigerator was broken :(
Refrigerator becomes freezer.
Everything in the refrigerator was frozen.
For example, eggs, natto, jams....
I hope refrigerator will be good as same as my stomatitis.

Short Bob

2008-02-10T21:01:00.000+09:00

I went to a beauty parlor today. My hair was very long and I wanted to make my hair short Bob.
So I did.
I think, if women had long hair, they seem to look feminine.
So I wanted to be long hair, but I don't suit long hair, unfortunately.
But there are something easy if I have short hair.
For example, I can dry my hair soon.
When I went back from a beauty parlor, my mother said to me. "Haha, you just look like junior high school students!!"
What a rude!!
But she's true.
If people cut their hair, they look younger, I think.
But junior high school student...
I'm already 25 years old.

By the way, I have short bob now.
Speaking of bob.... Sponge Bob, haha.
I am matching with sponge Bob.

World Heritage.

2008-02-09T21:21:00.000+09:00

I am interested in world heritages. So I wanna go many places.
The place I am most interested in is Machu Picchu in Peru.
It is called air city, isn't it??
Machu Picchu is very mysterious. I'm very interested in how the city was built.
Since it takes very high cost to travel there, I can't go there soon.
But I wanna go there someday.
I should cross with my fingers.

BEAUTIFUL

2008-02-08T23:59:00.000+09:00

I went outside just now.
There are nothing around my house, for example neon.
And it's winter now.
The air is clear in winter.
So I could see a beautiful sky and stars.
I don't remember what each star is.
But they are really beautiful.
Seeing stars makes me be calm.
Tomorrow I will see them again :)

Ich hatte viel zu tun heute.

2008-02-07T21:47:00.000+09:00

I had to overwork today.
I did many things....
So I had a headache and my eyes strain.
Maybe I will be busy tomorrow, too.
I should go to bed early so that I can work harder tomorrow.
But we have 3holidays from day after tomorrow to Monday.
It will be a good time for me to take a refresh and relax.
I will work harder tomorrow so that I can spend wonderful time on holidays.

Twist.

2008-02-06T22:32:00.000+09:00

Today I sprained my ankle. Unbelievable...
My boss sit on his chair. And I squat near him to talk to him.
When we finished conversation, I tried to stand up.
But!!!!!
At the time, I twisted my ankle.
Oh my god.
I felt quite wretched about it.
Perhaps, I'm lack of exercise.
I have to put poultice on my ankle.

By the way, my favourite SpongeBob's key ring was broken.
I have to buy new one.
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今日、足を捻挫しました。信じられません…
上司が自分の椅子に座っていて、私は立ち膝の状態で
上司と話してたんです。
話が終わって、立ち上がろうとした瞬間に足を捻ったようです。
ホント信じられません…
なんとも情けない。。。
きっと運動不足なんだろうなぁ。湿布張らなくちゃ。

Simple Pleasure.

2008-02-05T21:21:00.001+09:00

My simple pleasure is to eat something sweet.

This is my favourite pudding.
This pudding is covered with many creams.
It's very yummy!!
Why does the sweet make person (especially women) to be happy??

It's 21:20 now. It's too late to eat something...
This pudding's calorie is rich.
Oh dear, I will get fat :(

無駄な時間はない？

2008-02-04T20:55:00.000+09:00

人生には意味のないものはない、とか
人生で無駄な時間はない、とか言いますが、
これって本当でしょうか？

もちろん、長い目で見ればそうだってことは分かるんですが、
でも、若いときにしかできないこともあると思う。
ワーホリなんかがいい例。
イギリスでのワーホリは25歳以下（より下?）なので、
すでに25歳の私はイギリスでのワーホリは出来ません

ドイツでは、30歳までＯＫなので、まー時間はまだたっぷりあるじゃん！！
と言われるけど、やっぱり若いうちの方がいいと思う。
ドイツ語にしろ、何かを学ぶのはやっぱり若い方がいいと思う。
ワーホリ終わって日本に戻って、仕事を見つけるにしても
やっぱり若い方が仕事は見つけやすいと思うし。

私の現在の仕事は研究職なんだけど、
明日、来月、来年、自分が何をしているのか全く想像出来ません。
先が見えないってのは結構辛い。
人生は何が起こるかわからないから楽しい
そういう人もいます。
人生とはそんなもの、それは正しいって分かってるんだけど、
でも私は安定が欲しいかも…。

でももし、毎日毎日、同じことをやっていたとしたら、
「刺激が欲しい！！」って言ってそう。
わがままな私です…

話がずれたけど、とにかく私が言いたいのは、
状況とか仕事とか環境とか変えたいな！
ってことです。

Nothing Vain Time

2008-02-04T20:33:00.000+09:00

There is nothing which doesn't have meaning in the life.
Nothing is vain time in the life.
Is this really sure??
It may be so in the long run.
But there are something to be able to do only when I am young age.
Working holiday is good example of this.
In U.K, under 25 years old persons can do Working holiday.
So, I can't already do this in England....
In Germany, people can do it till 30 years old.
So I can say that I have many time. Because I'm 25 years old yet.
But it would be better to do within younger.
Learning to German or something is better within younger.
And when I am back to Japan, if I were young , it would be easier to find the job.

Now my work is to research.
I can't imagine what I do tomorrow, next month, or next year.
It is very hard not to be able to see
the future.
The life is fun, because we don't know what will happen in the future. There are some people so.
The life is more like it.
That's true, I think.
But I want stability.

But if I do same thing every day,
I will say this.
"I want excitement".
Oh, what a selfish person I am.
Anyway, what I wanna say is want to change my now condition, work, environment.

End of Winter on calender in Japan.

2008-02-03T20:43:00.000+09:00

Today it is "Setubun". This means that winter and spring are separated on today.
But this is only on the calender.
In Japan, it is said that to throw some beans out with saying "Oni ha Soto, Huku ha uti" , and then to eat beans of the number of age are good.
Recently, eating Norimaki, which means rice roll, is popular in Japan.
This seems traditional custom in Kyoto. I heard so.
But now many people do this.
This rice roll is called "Ehou-maki (恵方巻)".

This includes a various cooking ingredients.
For example... eggs, cucumbers, kamaboko(it's something like a pastes fishes)...
It seems good that we put 7 ingredients in this rice roll. This 7 cooking ingredients mean 7 happy gods.

We can buy this Ehou-maki everywhere, for example convenience stores, super market, and so on.
Of course, we can make , too.
So I made this at my home :)

But there were not 7 ingredients, so I put ingredients which are in my refrigerator, in Eho-maki.
For example, eggs, tuna, Nato, and white radish sprouts.
Haha, just only 4 ingredients :(
But they tastes very good :)

Chocolate :)

2008-02-02T17:24:00.000+09:00

Today I bought some funny and cute chocolates for the valentine day :)
I don't know the detail how to spend the day in other countries.
In Japan, women or girls usually give some chocolates to her boyfriend, colleagues, brother, father, and so on.
That is to say, women or girls gives them to only boys and men.
But recently there are many cute and funny chocolates. So they buy for themselves or exchange chocolates during women.

I found some so funny chocolates on the shopping center.
I will send them for my friends who live in Germany.
I wanna show their photos, but I want them to be surprised.So I can't upload them yet.

Geschenk

2008-02-01T23:08:00.000+09:00

Today I got a present from beadexplorer.
Postcards, comic(Simpsons), and sweet :)
Thank you soooooooooooooo much!!

When I came home with tired,
this present was put on my room.
What a happy day!!
The end of day is happy, all day is happy :P

The comic(cartoon) is written in German.
So I can study German by this!

And I like Postcards so much. I have some postcards that have been sent from my friends. I am hanging them on the wall in my room.
I like watching them!
So I will hang them on the wall, too.

Again, thank you so much. And I will send something next time!
So if you have somethign you want, please tell me:)

Today's beautiful word.

2008-01-31T21:38:00.000+09:00

Slump is the time period to look forward to.

This word makes me positive.
There are many thing that don't go well.
For example, if I study English and German everyday,
but I don't become good speaker easily.
At then, I wanna quit continuing them.
But if I can remember this word then,
I'm sure to keep up.

This word is applied to anything else, too, I think.
Work, sport, study and etc.

If something that isn't good happens and it lasts,
"slump is the time period to look forward to",
isn't it??

Super Grand mother..

2008-01-31T21:06:00.000+09:00

My grandmother is amazing. Why??
Because she can use mobile phone and electric dictionary.　
I think grandmother in all over the world can’t use them very well.
Don’t you think so??
My grandmother is 74 years old.
She send me e-mail by mobile phone sometimes.
But she can't use PC. One reason is that she doesn't have one. But I think if she have one, she could use it.
I don't think she is sure to dote.

A reencounter

2008-01-30T22:19:00.000+09:00

My friend in Germany told me good site.
It's studivz.net.

I could meet the person who met when I went to Germany !!
What a wonderful!!
I have been thinking that I wanna contact with her.
So I could it.
Network and Internet are nice tool to contact with people in all over the world.
But problem is.... I can't understand German very well.
Of course, I can understand if I use long time..
I have to study German harder!!

Beautiful Word.

2008-01-30T21:05:00.000+09:00

"If you can imagine it, you can achieve it.
If you can dream it, you can become it."

Don't you think this word is beautiful??
I don't know who said this word, but this word is quoted on Japanese Manga.

There are many bad things and I often feel what unlucky person I am.
But at such the time, I remember this word.
So I am cheered up by this.

I have a lot of things to want to do, but I can't do them by various reasons.
But they're just excuses.
The reason I can't do it is not lack of my ability.
It's because I don't start it.
I should act what I want :)

Disease( in Japanese) / 病気

2008-01-29T21:29:00.001+09:00

私は長い間ある病気に苦しめられてきました。
しかし最初は、それが何の病気であるのか分かりませんでした。
よく分からないけど、でも体の調子が良くない。
体の状態を上手く説明できないけれど、うんと悪いわけではないけど、
なんだか良くない、そんな感じでした。

で、風邪をひいていった病院で偶然先生に私の病気を見つけてもらえました。
私の病気は橋本病です。
知ってますか？？
橋本病で、甲状腺の機能が低下する人はそんなに多くないらしいけど、
私は、そのタイプで、薬を毎日飲まなければいけません。
この病気は完治することがありません。
薬を毎日飲んでさえいれば、体の調子は良くなります。
たとえ、私が毎日飲まなくても、死ぬことはなくて、ただ体の調子が悪くなるだけです。
でも、体の調子が悪くなるのは嫌なので、私は毎日薬を飲んでいました。

でも、最近、忙しかったり、体の調子が良い日が続いたので、
私は病院へ行きませんでした。
でも私の薬は1ヶ月前になくなりました。

そして、最近私は体の調子が良くないと感じています。
おそらく、というか絶対だけど、これは私が薬を飲まないことから来ていると思います。
会社には行くことができるけど、でもちょっと辛い。
そんな日が続きました。

そして今日病院に電話しました。
薬が切れたこと、そして、
しばらくは病院に行けないことを伝えました。
そして、病院のスタッフに薬を自宅に送ってもらえないか頼みました。
スタッフの方は、「送ってもいいけど、1ヶ月後には必ず来てね。」
と言っていました。
私はそれに同意しました。

今回、感じたのは、体の調子が悪くなくても薬は飲み続けることが大事なんだな、
といこと。
病気はきっと目に見えないところで進行しているんでしょうね。

Disease

2008-01-29T20:53:00.000+09:00

I had been suffering from some disease for long long time.
But I haven't noticed what disease is.
I don't know well, but my body was not good .
I can't explain my condition, but it was not bad and not good. It's like it.
But when I went to the hospital because of cold, the doctor found my disease out accidentally. My disease is Hashimoto's thyroiditis.
Do you know about it?? The details of this disease is here.
So I have to take a medicines everyday.
I'm not able to get over this disease. But if I am taking some medicines everyday, my body can be good condition.
Even if I don't take the medicines, I can't die. I only am bad condition.
But I hate to be bad condition, so I always have taken the medicines.

But recently I was very busy and I felt good, so I didn't go to the hospital.
And my medicines ran out about 1 month ago.

Then... I feel my body is too bad recently. Perhaps it might be from not taking the medicines, I thought.
I could go to work, but it's just a little hard for me.... Such a day continued.
Today, I called the hospital.
And I told that my medicines ran out and I can't go there for a while.
I asked her to send to me the medicines.
The staff of the hospital said to me,
"I will send them, but you have to come 1 month later. OK???"
I agreed with her.
I thought, even if my body doesn't feel bad, it's important to take medicines everyday.
The disease is getting worse in the place that I can't see.

Tokyo

2008-01-29T20:09:00.000+09:00

Today I had a meeting which was put off from yesterday to today.
Then I reported my research to my boss and discussed for 2 hours.
Maybe I may have to go to Tokyo for business trip at the middle of February.

I have been planning to go to Tokyo from 22th Feb to 24th Feb for months.
Thus, I may go to Tokyo over 2weeks.
The reason I go to Tokyo from 22th to 24th Feb is to get the license to teach English at elementary school.
In Japan, English is taught from junior high school, but the curriculum and system of education were changed.
English is to have to be taught at elementary school from 2011.
So I think the license will be more needed by the society.

I don't wanna teach just only grammar or idiom of English.
I wanna teach funniness or wonderfulness of English.
I think it's very wonderful to be able to communicate with people in all over the world.
So I wanna tell children the feelings such as fun, interesting and wonderful which are included in English.

Bot Virus

2008-01-28T23:14:00.000+09:00

Now I'm checking Bot virus.
Do you know "Bot"??
It is said that the name calle Bot come from Robot.
Recently Bot viruses are very scary, I think.
Bot virus is very similar to another computer viruses. The difference between Bot and normal virus is that Bot is controlled on remote. Furthermore computers infected by Bot make "Bot-network".
The problem is that Bot isn't easy to find out by Anit-virus software.
Bot can change itself automatically.
So Anti-virus software can't find the pattern. To make worse, Anti-virus makers are not able to keep up with the Bot.
Bot viruses steal the data (for exmaple. credit card number) from the computers,
send a lot of spam mail and behave badly .
We have to be careful.
My work is concerned about computer virus, so I always pay it attention .
Oh, I've just finished the check. Fortunately, Bot wasn't included in my PC.
What a relief :D

Sleepy

2008-01-28T20:50:00.000+09:00

Why do people feel sleepy on Monday??
Or just only I feel so??
Especially, I feel sleepy after lunch.

Today, my meeting was put off on tomorrow.
So I had nothing to do today at my office.
Thus, I felt sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeepy (--:
Not to sleep, I wrote some sentences for my weblog.
If I move my hands and fingers to write something,
I don't feel sleepy.
I could be awake during work :)
Although I wrote them, I couldn't post to weblog.

So when I came back home, now I posted :)
I hope I won't feel sleepy...

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どうして人って月曜日はだるくて眠くなるんでしょうね？？
それとももしかして私だけ？？
特にお昼ご飯の後ね…。

今日、私の会議は、明日に延期されたんです。
上司の都合が合わなくて…
だからすごーく眠くて…
眠っちゃわないように、ブログのための文章を書いてたんだけど、
さすがに投稿は出来なかった。

だから帰ってきた今投稿してます。
明日は眠くならないといいなぁ。

So tired / müde /疲れた

2008-01-27T20:21:00.000+09:00

As I wrote yesterday, I went to do the Pilates at the city gymnasium.
It's very slowly actions, but I sweated gradually.
I think it is good for my body.
I can't describe very well in English,
I felt that my bones and muscles are stretched and opened in my body.
To keep it everyday, I think my body is good condition.
But it is very hard to keep it everyday.
It is very difficult for people to keep not only pilates
but also something , I think.

And I think it is better to do Pilates with doing Aloma oil.
When I did the Aloma oil,. I can relax.
So it is good to do pilates when people are relaxing, I think.
Don't you think so that??

By the way, I did the Pilates wearing this t-shirt.
Haha, it's a not only scary but also cute T-shirt.
My friend's brother in Germany gave it to me.
It's my treasure :)
I haven't been able to contact with him now, but I think of him.
I hope he's all right.

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昨日書いたように、私は市民体育館でピラティスをしに行って来ました。
ピラティスは、とてもゆっくりの動作だったんですが、
でも、次第にじんわーり汗をかいてくるものでした。
なんだか、体にいいような感じを受けました。
英語では上手く書けないけど（っていうか日本語でも上手くかけないかも）
なんか、体の中の骨と筋肉が伸ばされて、開かれていく感じ？
がしました。
毎日続ければ、きっと体が良い状態になるんじゃないかな、って思いました。
まー、毎日続けることは難しいですけどね…。
人間が何かを続けるってことは、ピラティスに限らず難しいことですよね。

で、思ったんですが、
アロマオイルを焚きながら、ピラティスすればもっといいんじゃないかなーって。
アロマオイルをすると、リラックスできますよね。
だから、リラックスしてるときに、このピラティスするってのは
なかなｋいいんじゃないかと、私は思うんですが、
どうなんでしょう？

そういえば、今日のピラティス、写真のＴシャツをきて
やってきました。
かわいいけど、結構残酷なＴシャツですよね。
これは、ドイツの友達の弟がくれたものです。
宝物です♪
今は彼と連絡が取れないので、すごく心配です。
いつも彼のことを考えていますが、
元気だといいなぁ。

Pilates / ピラティス

2008-01-26T18:19:00.000+09:00

Tomorrow I will do "Pilates".
But it is just cost-free-experience that is held at city gymnasium.
Do you know this?? It's like Yoga.
I heard this Pilates was developed by German nurse
According to the article by internet,
this needs a lot of energy and consumes more calories.
After I finish, I will write about it :)

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明日、ピラティスしてきます！
といっても、市民体育館で開かれる、無料講座？
なんですけど…
最近よく耳にしますが、知ってますか、ピラティス？？
ヨガみたいなものらしいですね。
このピラティスはドイツ人看護氏によって開発されたものらしいですね。
インターネットで検索したところ、
どうやら動作自体はゆっくりのようなんですが、
結構なカロリーを消費するようです…
出来るのでしょうか、私に？？
明日終わったらそれについて書こうと思います。

Recommend mystery book

2008-01-25T22:31:00.001+09:00

In amazon.co.jp
The Affair of the Bloodstained Egg-Cosy.
http://www.amazon.co.jp/Affair-Bloodstained-Egg-Cosy/dp/1590580974/ref=sr_1_4?ie=UTF8&s=english-books&qid=1201268078&sr=1-4

The Affair Mutilated Mink

http://www.amazon.co.jp/Affair-Mutilated-Mink-Missing-Mysteries/dp/1890208140/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&s=english-books&qid=1201268176&sr=1-1

In amazon.com
The Afair of the Bloddstained Egg-Cosy
http://www.amazon.com/Affair-Bloodstained-Cosy-James-Anderson/dp/1590580974/ref=pd_bbs_sr_1?ie=UTF8&s=books&qid=1201267678&sr=8-1

The Affair Mutilated Mink
http://www.amazon.com/Affair-Mutilated-Mink-Missing-Mysteries/dp/1890208140/ref=pd_bbs_sr_2?ie=UTF8&s=books&qid=1201267678&sr=8-2

This book that is the Affair Mutilated Mink is recommended by the newspaper.
According to Newspaper in Japan,
"People won't be able to guess who a criminal is until end of the novel".
So I bought it, and read it.
As the newspaper says so, I couldn't guess the criminal.

This "The Affair Mutilated Mink" is actually series 2.
The series 1 is "The Affair of the Bloodstained Egg-Cosy".
I haven't bought it yet.
But I will buy it, soon.

The series 1 wasn't introduced by newspaper,
so it may be easy for reader to guess who the criminal is.
But I wanna buy it, even if it is easy to guess the criminal. :D

お薦めミステリー本（sorry, only Japanese)

2008-01-25T22:00:00.000+09:00

血染めのエッグコージィ事件

　
切り裂かれたミンクコート事件


読売新聞で紹介されていた、「最後まで犯人がわからない」ミステリー小説です。
「血染めのエッグコージィ事件」が第1作、そして、「切りさかれたミンクコート事件」がその続編です。
実は、私はこの続編から先に呼んでしまいました…
まぁ、話、というか事件自体はまったくの別なので、
第１作を読んでいないからといって、わからない、ってことはありませんでしたけど…
どうせなら順番に読めばよかった。
でも、新聞で紹介されていたのは、後者の「切り裂かれたミンクコート事件」だったんですよ。
ってことは、「血染めの～」の方は、「最後まで犯人がわからない」ミステリーでは
ないのかしら…？

まぁ、「切り裂かれたミンクコート事件」の方ですが、
確かに最後まで犯人、分かりませんでした！
やられたっ！って感じでした。

アガサクリスティーで、どんでん返しには慣れていたはずなのに…
海外ミステリーって、最後の最後で犯人が…っていうパターンが多いんでしょうかねぇ。
日本のミステリー小説をあまり読まないから、日本のが
どんな感じなのかよく分からないんですけど。

でも、新聞で紹介されただけあって、確かに面白かったです。
お薦めです。

Snowy / 雪の日

2008-01-24T21:56:00.000+09:00

It was heavy snow today. I think it snowed about 30cm.
Driving on the snowed road is very dangerous and I think the road will be Ice Bahn tomorrow.
I wish it would be Saturday tomorrow.
If it's so, I can rest.
I don't wanna go to work.
I took these photos from my car.
I hope that you could understand how much it snowed...
Parking area of my office, was self-service.
That is to say, when I parked my car, I had to remove snow the next place for another colleagues.
It was very trouble, but I think it was funny idea :D

今日はすごい雪でした。たぶん30センチくらい積もったんじゃなかろうか…
雪道の運転はとっても危険です。
そして明日はおそらくアイスバーンになってるんだろうなぁ。
明日が土曜日だったらいいのに。。。と思う今日このごろ。
そうすれば明日休めるのになぁ。
行きたくないよー仕事。
2枚の写真は私の車から撮りました。
積もり具合、ご理解いただけるといいのですが…。

会社の駐車場はセルフの雪かきとなっておりました。
つまり、自分の車を止めたら、隣一台分の雪かきをするってこと。
何か、面倒だったけど、でも良い考えだと思いました♪

Virus / ウィルス

2008-01-23T21:11:00.001+09:00

I have Desktop PC and laptop PC in my house.
When I lived alone, I often used laptop PC.
But from when I live with my parents, I always use Desktop PC.
So I use my laptop PC from the beggning of this week.

Anti-virus software hasn't been installed in my laptop PC.
When I bought it, anti-virus software was included.
But secury period finished now .

So I installed "google pack" yesterday.
It includes Norton, anti-spyware and so on.
After I installed them, I scanned my laptop.
Oh my god :(.

Trojan Horse 2files
Spyware 2files
Adware 2files
Tracking Cookies 87files

Na, ja , tracking Cookies may not be serious problem...
I got rid of them rapidly.
Furthermore, there are many updates,
because I haven't used laptop for a year,
I decided to use my laptop.
If I don't use and update, there are many vulnerabilities in it.
And computer viruses aim to there.
I must be careful!

私は家にデスクトップPCとノートPCがあります。
一人暮らしをしていたときはノートをよく使っていたのですが、
実家に戻ってからはデスクトップばかり使ってました。
今週頭からノートを使うようにしました。

私のノート、ウィルス対策ソフトを入れてなかったんですね。
購入当初は入ってましたけど、期限が切れてしまっていて…。
で、昨日Googleパックをインストールしました。
そのパックの中には、ノートンとスパイウェア対策のものが入っていて、
インストール後スキャンしてみたところ…

トロイの木馬　２ファイル
スパイウェア　２ファイル
アドウェア　　　２ファイル
トラッキングクッキー　８７ファイル
と、結構危険な状態でした…

ま、クッキーはそれほどでもないだろうけど…
急いで駆除しました。
ついでに、約一年も使わなかったので、必要なアップデートもありすぎて…
これからはちゃんと使うようにします。
アップデートしないと脆弱性を狙われてしまうからね…
気をつけないと。

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旅行に行くなら
24時間予約可能なＪＴＢ

オプショナルツアーでメジャーな場所もコアな場所も♪

Webvam / ウェブカメラ

2008-01-22T22:29:00.000+09:00

My company is aiming to get ISO.
Some people were selected as the project members by the my bosses the other day.
And today, they attended the meeting about it all day.
They said, "very sleepy".

I don't know about ISO well, but I hope my company get it.

Today I talked with my German friend by MSN messanger with webcam.
We have not talked a long time.
When I talk with this friend, I wanna go to Germany again and soon....
Today, my friend's sister and niece seemed to come her house.
I know them. So I wanna meet them. Of course, I could meet by webcam,. But I wanna meet offline.

This is my webcam:D

私の会社では現在、ＩＳＯ取得を目指しています。
この間、何人かの人がそのプロジェクトのメンバーに選出されました。
で、今日、彼らはその会議？講習会？に出席してました。
一日中ですよ。
参加した人達は、「ねむーい」って連発してました。
ISOって私はあまり詳しくないけど、取得できるといいですね。

今日、私はドイツの友達とウェブカメラを使ってメッセンジャーで
チャットしました！
すごく久しぶりでした。
私は、この友達と話すと、すぐにドイツに行きたくなってしまうんですよね。
今日は、彼女の家に、彼女の妹と姪が遊びに来てました。
私はこの友達の家にホームステイしていたので、妹も姪も知っています。
だから彼女達にすごーく会いたいです。
まー、ウェブカム使ってるから、会えたといえば会えたんですけど…
やっぱりリアルで会いたいですね。

そして、こちらが私の使用しているウェブカメラです。

あまり機会に詳しくない私でも簡単に使えてます。

Delay. / 遅れ

2008-01-22T13:00:00.000+09:00

よくわからないけど、ドイツへの航空便が遅れたようです。
というのも、1月9日にドイツへ荷物をおくったのですが、通常は5日で届くのに、どうやら昨日届いたそうです。
うーん、天候のせいなのか、年始だから遅れたのか…
日本郵便のHPには特になにも書いてなかったけど…
それと同時
に、ドイツからの荷物も遅れてます。

ケルンの近くに住む友達が1月10日に私に送ったという荷物がこれまた届いておりません。
私がドイツに荷物を送った時期と近いから、もしかしたら今日、家に届いてるかもしれないんだけど…

海外に荷物を送るは、何度経験しても緊張するものです。
それともまだまだ経験が足りないのかしら…？

Although I don't know well, it seemed that a parcel to Germany by airmail was too late.
I sent it to Germany on 9th Jan. It usually takes about 5days. But it seemed to be gotten to my friend yesterday.
Uhmmm, it might be from weather or beginning of year....
The information isn't being written on Japan Post's HP.
And as same as it, the parcel to me from my another friend in Germany is being late, too.
My friend who lives near Cologne sent the parcel for me on 10th Jan. And it has not been gotten to me yet.
The day (9th on Janu) that I sent it to Germany is near the day (10th Jan) that my friend in Germany sent it to Japan.
It may be gotten to me today.

I'm very nervous to send something to abroad, even if I experienced many times.
Or should I experience more??

～海外旅行、ワーホリならこちら～

ＪＴＢシドニーお勧め語学学校

Beautiful song

2008-01-21T22:44:00.000+09:00

This is my favorite CD album. This CD includes a lot of songs. For example, "you raise me up" by Josh Groban. Or some song from "Music and Lyrics" by Hugh Grand and Drew Blythe Barrymore.
I love Hugh Grand, so it's nice for me :D
Furthermore, James Blunt, Daniel Powter and so on.
Unfortunately, "You're beautiful" and "Bad Day" are not included in this CD.
If you wanna listen to them, you should check vol.1(bottom of this page).

I recommend both CDs . If you are interested in them, let's check it.

このＣＤは私のお気に入りです。でもまだ購入したわけではなくて、レンタルですけど…
多くの曲を含んでます。コンピレーションアルバムってやつです。

以前、ＮＨＫで放送されていた、アリーmyラブを見たことがある人しか
分からないかもしれないけど、それに出演していた、
ジョシュ・グローバンっていう歌手がいるんですが、
男性なんですけど、すごく綺麗な歌声なんです。
あまりに綺麗すぎてびっくりでした。

その彼が、スケートの荒川さんがエキシビジョンで使う音楽の
"You raise me up"を歌っています。

他にも、ヒュー・グラントとドリュー・バリモアの映画、
”ラブソングが出来るまで”で使用された曲もあります。
ヒューグラントファンの私にはたまらないですな…

他にも、"You're beautiful"で一躍有名になった、James Bluntや、
Bad Dayで有名なDaniel Powterの音楽も入ってます。

残念ながら、"You"re beautiful"や"Bad Day"はこのＣＤには含まれてませんが…
そっちを聞きたい方は、こっちのvol.1を聞くべし！！

どちらもお薦めのＣＤです♪
興味のある方はチェックしてください☆

No pain No gain.

2008-01-21T20:48:00.000+09:00

From today, I will try to write this weblog in English and Japanese. Maybe I will write in German sometime if possible.
But I can't write in good English, so I may not be able to write what I want in Japanese, in English.
Maybe I write different things between English and Japanese. Well, if I do, it may be funny and it's not serious problem so much, isn't it??

The things I felt today."No pain, no gain".
That's true. I hope no or low risk, and high return. But it is impossible. If I want something to good, I have to pay or lose something instead of my wish.
I think it is just like rules in society.
The most important is what I pay instead of it.
I should consider about it.

By the way, this is a humidifier that I have wanted for long time.
I'm thinking whether I buy it.
Oh, it's no relation about my today's weblog theme(no pain, no gain).
I think I can get it without pain. Of course, I have to pay a little money....

今日から、英語と日本語で試しにブログを書いてみます。もし可能ならドイツ語でも書いてみます。
でも、私は上手い英語はかけないから、日本語で書きたいことを書けないかもしれません。もしかしたら、時々、日本語と英語で違うことを書いているかもしれません。
まー、それはそれで面白いかもしれないし、
あまり重要な問題ではないかな…？

今日感じたこと。
痛みなくして得るものはない
本当にその通りです。
でも、私としては、ノーリスク（もしくは低リスク）
ハイリターンがいいんだけどなぁ…。
でもまぁ、それは不可能なんでしょうね。
もし何か自分にとっていいものを得るなら、その代わりに私は何か代償を支払うべき。
きっと世の中そうなっているんでしょうね。
大事なのは、何を代償とするかってところですかね。そこはしっかり考えるべきなんでしょうね。

そういえば、これ私がずーっと欲しいと思っている加湿器。
買おうかなー…。
あ、ちなみにこれは、今日のテーマの、”痛みなくして得るものなし”
には関係ないですよ。
この加湿器は、”痛みなく”して手に入ると思うので。
もちろん、お金は払わなくちゃいけないけどね…。

Shopping

2008-01-20T21:36:00.000+09:00

Today I went to shopping. I need some router for my laptop computer. The router is for wireless LAN. Although I got it, but it didn't work well first. After 1hour, I could do. But there is 1 problem.
I can't use first floor(this means 2nd floor in American English). So my room is first floor, I can't use it my room. No way....
But my brother wants it, so maybe I give it to him. And if I do, my brother buy something new to me. It's exchange :D

Tomorrow is already Monday. I have to work again... But so does everyone.
I have to do my best, don't I?

Weblog

2008-01-19T22:06:00.000+09:00

Although today is Saturday, I had to work as I wrote yesterday.But there are just two-thirds colleagues in the office, because most people took a holiday.But it is good for me. The reason is I could concentrate my task. Because it was very quiet around me.

By the way, I have 2 webblog.The one is here and another is only Japanese weblog http://ameblo.jp/chivonne-7.
But I feel it's not easy to continue both weblog recently. So I may mix them. I may write only this blog. But if I keep only this weblog, my japanese friends can't read this, because I write in English and German. Of course, they will be able to understand almost. But they prefer Japanese than English or German.So if I keep on only this weblog, I would write in Japanese and English (or German). But I don't know yet whether I mix my two weblog, actually.

Anyway, I will keep this weblog.

Bothering

2008-01-18T21:15:00.001+09:00

I have a stomachache today. I don't know the why. I didn't eat either so many foods nor rotten foods last night....I took a medicine.Tomorrow is Saturday, but I have to work.So I hope I would get over this pain.

These days, I consider whether I go to Germany for 3months. Why is it for 3months?? Because if the staying periods in Germany are within 3months, I don't need any visa. Of course, a week is within 3months, but it is very short.
But the big problem is not to be able to get holidays for 3 months, maybe.So perhaps I need to quit my job to go to Germany for months. But if I quit my job, I would be able to go there more than 3months with another visa, for example, work visa or study visa.
Again, but if I quit my job, I don't have either income nor job when I come back to Japan..
So if I go there more than 3months, I had better work more and save the money more before I go there.But I wanna go there soon.

Do you understand my bothering?? It's a dilemma or trilemma!!The questions go round in a circle.It's a problem not to be able to find out the answer.It's just like a maze.

Study

2008-01-17T11:08:00.001+09:00

Heute ist sehr sehr kalt in Japan.The lowest temperature of today is -11 degrees. So I have to make my car be warm before I ride on my car. But gasoline prices are very high recently.Which is better for me, cold or high cost??Whichever I choose, I may feel "cold". Hehe, do you understand??If I choose not to make my car be warm, my body feels cold.Otherwise, my wallet feelscold, because I have to pay for more gasoline.

Recently I have been studying English everyday after work. So I mean study at night. But I heard it is better to study English in the morning. I don't know the detail, but scientists say it.Since I heard it, I wanna study in the morning, but I can't do that.Why?? Because I can't wake up early in the morning. Esoecially winter.If it is summer, I may be able to do that, I think.But if I really can learn to speak English, I should do this.The best idea to do this is to sleep early. That's very easy, haha :D

But the language that I wanna really study is German than English.It's ok for me only to be able to speak it a little. At least to be able to communicate.Or when I can't understand the word of German, it's ok for me to be able to speak instead of it.
Should I study German in the morning, too??I haven't studied German at all, recently. I should do this.Woulud it be possible to study abroad keeping my work?? This is so not much, I think though.

I haven't written for long time. / Lange nicht geschrieben.

2008-01-16T13:22:00.000+09:00

I haven't written this weblog for long long time. During this period, time goes by and it has been new year.It has past 16days since first day of this year.There were a lot of event in the end of 2007 and beginning of 2008.I went to hot spring in Hanamaki with my friends of university age and stayed there. We drank many alcohols. But I wasn't hangover the next day. It was very fun. Because we hadn't met for long time. We can meet only 1time in year. So we had a many topics to talk. I'm an only girl among my friends, but it's none of my business. And so are they. We drank and talked for long time.We'll be sure to go to hot spring this year :DThis is 29th 12 - 30th 12.

I also drank many alcohols with my friends of junior high school age. We also hadn't met for long long time. And we talked a various topics, but almost the topics are about junior high school age. I drank many alcohols until midnight, too. But I wasn't hangover the next day :) The next day, means 1st January, we went to eat Sushi and Karaoke. I hadn't known recently J-pop, because I hardly listen to J-pop. I often prefer to listen to western music. But I could spend very fun time:) This is 31th Dec - 1th Jan.

The next day, means 2th Jan, I stayed at my home and took a rest :)
And from 3rd Jan to 5th, I went to my grandparents' house. I met my grandparents , uncle, aunt, and my cousin. Again I drank many alcohols with them. Next day, I and cousin went to shopping :)

On the last day of my winter vacation, I stayed at my home and took the rest to be able to work better tomorrow.. That's all about my winter vacation. My target this year are traveling many countries and keep the diary on this weblog.Hehe, I have already been not able to do this.But I'll do my best.

I love Harrods

2007-12-16T21:47:00.000+09:00

I love Harrods' Stuff :D
Today I bought it.There are English tea(10 packs) , Chamomile tea(10packs), butter biscuits and jam in 1set.Harrods is England brand, isn't it??

When I went to Germany this summer, I went there via England.I knew Harrods there and bought some stuff for my mother and grandmother.
Since then, I love Harrods :D

Hehe, I'm looking forward to drinking and eating them.

End Of November

2007-11-30T11:39:00.001+09:00

It is end of November.Very early...It will be December tomorrow.When December comes, it will be New year soon.I couldn't hardly write this weblog this month.I ain't especially busy, but I didn't have enough time to write.Today I will go drinking with my co-workers.I'm looking forward to it.I hope our work will finish on time!!

HUNGER

2007-11-22T10:20:00.000+09:00

We have a heavy snow today. So I had to leave for my work early.
Because I wanted to avoid encountering a traffic jam.
Although I did it, there were little snow near the office.
After all, I arrived at my office very early....

Ich habe jetzt Hunger,
weil ich Frühstück früh genommen habe.

Boring

2007-11-20T10:39:00.001+09:00

I have free time today. Because....my experiment takes about 12hours to finish it!!So I started this experiment 9:00a.m, the time it finishes is 9:00p.m.
Oh, what will I do today??I have to be in my office, but...It is bored to gaze my computer...Perhaps I will read thesis
http://www.usenix.org/events/hotbots07/tech/full_papers/provos/provos.pdf#search='The ghost in the browser analysis of webbased malware'
This thesis was written and investigated by google staff.Although I haven't read all it, it is fun.And I think web threat is very scare!!I have to be careful using internet!!If you are interested in this thesis, please read it!!

Snow

2007-11-16T16:35:00.000+09:00

In the morning, we had a little snow!!
It was very very cold.
I had to change my tires into snow tires.
I like snow, but I hate cold :(

Until yesterday I was in Tokyo.
It was warm there.
It's about 20 degree.
But it's about 3degree in my home town...
Oh, I am likely to have a cold...
I should be careful...
and be careful, everyone!!

Business Trip

2007-11-13T13:16:00.000+09:00

Tomorrow and the day after tomorrow, I will have to go business trip to Tokyo and Yokohama.It's my first business trip, so I'm very nervous.But I don't have to go alone. President of our company will go with me.Tomorrow, we will go 2 companies, and have meeting.The night, we have to have dinner with our connection.The day after tomorrow, I have to go to Yokohama.A some exhibition of embedded technology is held there. I have to take part in it.And I will meet my friend there at afternoon, and we will have lunch together.It will be hard schedule for me :D

Funny :D

2007-11-09T23:48:00.001+09:00

http://www.2000greetings.com/gecko.swf

http://svt.se/hogafflahage/hogafflaHage_site/Kor/hestekor.swf

Oh my god.

2007-11-07T08:43:00.000+09:00

I forgot my mobile phone at my house....
I don't have luck today...*cry*

Packet :D

2007-11-06T21:01:00.000+09:00

Today I got some stuff from Germany!!
I was very glad to get it.

Harry Potter's cake.
(I will make this cake next weekend:D)
Pumpkin Candle for Halloween :D
Eating paper(EssPapier)
Bath oil(bath salt?)
small doll

And locket!! There are some pictures in the locket. My sister Tina and my niece Leonie!!

Oh, I wanna go to Germany soon!! I have to search tickets!!

Happy Halloween!!!

2007-10-31T23:24:00.000+09:00

Today is Halloween day!!
Did you get some sweets??

I hope your happy hallo ween!!

Heute ist Halloween!
Ich wünsche dir Happy Halloween!!!

My Heart Will Go On

2007-10-30T13:39:00.001+09:00

The song I will play at my brother's wedding was decided by my cousin!!
The song is "My heart will go on" by Celine Dion.The song was used in the Movie Taitanic!!

The score isn't so difficult. So I can play it , I think. Although it isn't difficult, I need to practice it!!
So I will practcie very hard. Today I was listening to the song on my way to office :D

Der Lied, was ich in Hochzeit meines Bruder mit Klavier spiele, werdet ausgewählt.
Der Lied ist "My Heart will go on" auf Celine Dion. Er werdet in Kino(Taitanic) benutzt..

Die Noten ist nicht schwer. Deshalb kann ich ihm spiele, ich denke. Aber ich brauche zu üben. Und ich will sehr schwer üben Heute habe ich den Lied in Meinem Auto gehört.

I wanna be back.

2007-10-25T13:55:00.000+09:00

It is foggy today.It is very dangerous to drive in it. So I have to flash to the light!!
I feel this week is very long!!Today is Thursday, but I am very tired as if today is Saturday.Why?? I don't know, but perhaps I think because I had a lot of things to do this week.I had a meeting this week.When I have a meeting, I have to make some documents. It actually is not easy.And I had to search some patent .It is very hard to search and understand patent.Patent is written in difficult Japanese.I think people should write plain Japanese.....Not only searching but also doing experiment...Furthermore, I played the piano every day at least 2hours after work.Oh-uh, I'm surely that I am tired...Uhhh I have to come to work tomorrow... I wanna take a holiday...No-no, I wanna back home today.

Colored Leaves

2007-10-24T20:11:00.000+09:00

Last Sunday, I went to watch colored leaves.

It was very beautiful.

There were red, yellow and green leaves.

And after this, winter comes soon.

It will be getting colder soon.

I hate coldness but I like snow:D

Cocoa

2007-10-22T22:46:00.000+09:00

I'm sorry, I will show some pic tomorrow or day after tomorrow!!

Colored leaves are very beautiful,

so I wanna show you!! But please give me some time!!

Recently it is very very cold in my hometown.

So I often drink Cocoa :D

It's very yummy and I can relax when I drink it.

I love cocoa.

Neulich ist es sehr sehr kalt in mein stadt.

Deshalb tinke ich oft Kakao.

Es ist sehr lecker und ich kann relax, als ich es trinke.

Ich liebe Kakao!!

Cocoa I like is this .....

Kakao ich liebe ist da...

http://www.conagrafoods.com/consumer/brands/getBrand.do?page=swiss_miss

Oh, I forgot...

The day before yesterday, I bought this Halloween stuff!!

Der Tag vor gestern habe ich diese Halloween Sache gekauft!!

Tomorrow.

2007-10-20T20:22:00.000+09:00

I will go to watch colored leaves near the mountains!!
Ich gehe, gefärbte Blätter anzusehen.

And after then, I will show some pitcuters :D

Today I went shoppig and bought a new halloween goods.
I will show it tomorrow, too.

Hope your great weekend :-D

Klavier

2007-10-18T23:09:00.000+09:00

Nächste Monat habe ich Hochzeit meines Bruder.Und ich muss Klavier für Unterhaltung spielen.Aber ich habe lange nicht Klavier gespielt. Deshalb ich muss viele Zeit üben.Von heute, ich will Klavier 1 Stunde jeden Tag üben!

Aber das weiss ich nicht, was Musik ich spiele.Aber ich weiss noch nicht, welcher Musik ich spiele.

I have my brother's wedding next month. And I have to play the piano for his entertainment. But I haven't played the piano for a long long time. So I use much time to practice for piano.I decided to practice Piano at least 1hour every day from today. But I don't know which music I play.

Rice Cooker Cat

2007-10-17T20:35:00.000+09:00

My cat enters in a rice cooker! Hehe. I think it seems hot in it.
By the way, iJapan, it is famous "Pan cat" now.
http://jp.youtube.com/watch?v=k1taheWSOaA
But my cat isn't "pan cat".Hehe, my cat is "Rice cooker cat".

Meine Katze gehet hinein ein Reisherd.Ich glaube, dass es warm in Reisherd ist.
Übrigens, "Eine Pfanne Katze" ist weltbekannt in Japan,
jetzt.
http://jp.youtube.com/watch?v=k1taheWSOaA

Aber meine Kazte ist nicht "Eine Pfanne Katze". Hehe, meine Katze ist "Ein Reisherd Katze".

Eine Puppe/ Doll

2007-10-16T20:25:00.000+09:00

Das sind meine LieblingsPuppen.

← Die Maus:D
Tischpaper case!

Australian Kangaroo.
Ein australisches Känguruh

SpongeBob :D
I bought this in German!
Ich habe das in Deutschland gekauft!

Pittiplatsch.

Meine Freundin Tina habe mir das geschenkt.
My friend Tina gave you this dool:D

Ist das berühmt Cartoon in Deutschland?

Sehr Kalt cry

2007-10-15T21:09:00.000+09:00

Heute ist sehr seh kalt.Unt nach der
Wettervorhersage , morgen früh wird am kälteste sein. Ich bin empfindlich gegen Kälte. Also ist diese Jahreszeit schwierig für mich.Aber, in der Nacht, ich schlafe mit meiner Katze, Bonz. Er hat auch gegen Kälte Abneigung. Weil wir zusammen schlafen, fühlen wir warm.

It is very very cold, today. According to the weath forecast, it will be coldest in this fall, tomorrow. I have a poor blood circulation. So this season is severe for me. But in the night, I sleep with my cat, Bonz. He i extremely sensitive to the cold, too. But, because we sleep together, we feel warm :D

ARMAGEDDON

2007-10-14T23:38:00.000+09:00

http://images.search.yahoo.com/search/images?_adv_prop=image&fr=yfp-t-501&va=armageddon&sz=
Today I watched this movie on TV. I have ever watched it many times. But I absolutely cry when I watched it. Although I know the story and result, I'm very impressed.Of course, I'm impressed by love of man and woman, but I think the most impressed movies are "love between parents and child" or "Love of family".

Bruce Willis acted very nice and important person in this movie.
When I say Bruce Willis, I wanna watch this movie.
http://www.sonypictures.com/homevideo/perfectstranger/
This movie has suspense and thriller. If I have the time, I will watch it at the theater.

Eco-bag / Öko-Tasche

2007-10-14T14:36:00.000+09:00

Ich mag Öko-Tasche. Ich sammele Öko-Tasche aus aller Welt:-D
I like Eco-bag! I collect eco-bag around the world.

Zum Beispiel, ich habe dieser Taschen in Deutschland gekauft.

For example, I bought these eco-bag in Germany.

Und, ich habe das in Australia gekauft.

And I bought this in Australia.

Wir müssen Geld für Vinyltasche in Supermarkt auf Ausland bezahlen. Aber wir können Vinyltasche in Japan umsonst bekommen.
We must pay some money for plastic bag in supermarket of foreign country. But we can get it for free in Japan.

Aber neuerdings, wir denken Umwelt in Japan. Deshalb haben viele Menschen Öko-Taschen in Japan. Das ist gut für umwelt!!
But we think about environment in Japan, recently. So there are many people who have eko-bag. This is good for our environment!!

Bier.

2007-10-12T17:25:00.000+09:00

Heute trinke ich nach meinem Arbeit.Weil ich "willkommen Party" habe.A man entered to our company this month.So we will held the welcome party for him.But I must drive my car.So I can't drink alcohol.
When I come back my house, I will write something what I did and happened to me if I have time.

Cat use Mouse.

2007-10-11T23:02:00.000+09:00

Hehe, it's funny article:D

It's only Japanese, but you can see the photo :-D
Very cute!

http://headlines.yahoo.co.jp/hl?a=20071011-00000942-reu-ent.view-000

Stressful

2007-10-11T17:27:00.000+09:00

I'm sorry, I can't write yesterday's happening in German. So I will write in English.
Yesterday I had a meeting about my work with my boss.My work is to develop unknown computer virus detection system. It is very difficult, I think.Our staffs have been studying this work for 3years. And from this March, I began to do this job.
My boss said."If we can't have a good result or idea until September, we finish this work.".Now we don't have any good idea and result. But I continue this work. Why??The reason is for the money.
So I can't work with fun and passion. Not only my boss but also all staffs don't help me.Furthermore, they say."If you can't complete the system, our company can't get benefit ".If they think so, they should help me, I think. But they don't.
In spite of it, my boss said."You don't seem you have fun and passion".
Why can I have fun and passion in my job in this surround??
It's very stressful.I wanna go to study abroad asap!!

Tongue twister

2007-10-10T08:54:00.000+09:00

Yesterday I ate chocolate which shape is seashell.
It was very yammy.

Gestern habe ich Schokolade , wessen Form ist Schalentier , gegessen.
Das ist sehr lecker!!

So I remember this tongue twister.....

She sells seashells by the seashore.
The shells she sells are surely seashells.
So if she sells shells on the seashore.
I'm sure she sells seashore shells.

it's very difficult....
Kannst du das sprechen??
Es gibt viele "Tongue twister" in Japan.
(Ich weiss nicht das wort "Tongue twister" aufDeutsch.)

Namamugi namagome namatamago.
Tonarino kyakuha yoku kakikuu kyakuda.

Halloween stuff

2007-10-09T21:39:00.000+09:00

Das ist Clip.

Ich benutze es in meinem Büro.

Das ist Schwarze Katze und das ist eine Fledermaus.

Kürbis :D

I made this pumkin by beads last year :-D

Ich habe diesen Kürbis mit Perlen letzt Jahr gemacht.

HOLIDAY

2007-10-09T14:06:00.001+09:00

Bis Gestern, ich bin zur Haus meiner Grosseltern gefahren.Deshalb ich weblog nicht schreiben konnte.
Ich habe einige Halloween stuff gekauft.Ich will ihr Photo später zeigen!!Warten Sie, bitte bis morgen :D

Regenschirm 2

2007-10-05T13:07:00.000+09:00

Gestern habe ich gefunden, wessen Regenschirm es ist.Er hat gesagt. "Ich habe zwei Regenschirme des Frosch. Rot und braun."Hehe, er ist lustig. Er mag Frosch .
Ich fühle mich schwindelig. Deshalb habe ich Medizin genommen. Ich glaube, dass alles gut für mich.
I talked to my friend by cellphone yesterday.We haven't talked for long long time.About 6 months.It was very fun :DBut...during talking, my cellphone's battery ran out. It's suddenly!!Oh my god. Instead of cellphone, we changed some e-mails.
Und Gestern habe ich Klavier gespielt. Und ich habe auch meiner Mutter Klavier unterrichte.Ich habe Klavier für etwa 13 Jahres gelernt. Von 4 Jahr alt bis 17Jahrs alt. Aber schade!!Ich konnte Klavier nicht spielen.Ich will Klavier von Heute üben.

RegenSchirm

2007-10-04T15:44:00.000+09:00

Es gibt einen roten Regnenschirm in meinem Büro.Es des Griff ist Frosch. Es ist sehr süße.Aber ich kenne nicht, wessen Regenschirm es ist.Es gibt 4 Damen in meinem Büro.Aber jeder Damen sagen so."Das ist nicht meiner RegenSchirm".Wessen Regenschirm ist es?? Wettervorhersage sagst, dass heute abend werde Regnen.
Hehe, I'm looking forward to seeing who are going to take this umbrella!!

am 3. Oktober

2007-10-03T14:52:00.000+09:00

Heute ist Tag der Deutschen??Und dieser Tag ist FeierTag??Müssen Leuten nicht arbeiten??
Wenn Sie so, I envy them.Ich möchte eine Pause machen!!Ich habe viele Stresses!! Und ich habe viel zu tun.
Aber wir haben einen Feier Tag am 8. Oktober.Dieser Tag ist "Tag des Sport".Actually this day is 10th October. Tokyo Olympic was held on this day(10th October)But we have 8th october this year because of a rule..I can't explain the rule well in Engish and German.
Neben dem Weg, kennst du Billy's boot camp??Manchmal, wenn ich Zeit habe, mache ich es.Es tut mir Leid, aber ich mache nicht es vor kurzem.Diese Sport ist sehr schwer. Aber ich denke, dass das sehr gut für Gesundheit ist.Vor kurzem mache ich kein Sport.Ich glaube, dass ich es machen soll.

Ich Frage Mich

2007-10-02T10:39:00.000+09:00

Ich sehe mein Gesicht im Spiegel.Und frag mich, bin dass wirklich ich??
This sentence is part of my favorite song.
And I think this song is same as me.
Manchmal denke ich, ob wirklich mein Gesicht im Spiegel ich bin.Of course, the shape is me, but is this really me whom I imagined in childhood??Was my future which I had considered in my childhood this bored??I think I am losing my way about my life.What is the thing which I really wanna do??I don't know about my self well.I have already been 24 years old.
It is too hard to find a true and ideal figure of me.Das ist sehr so weit Weg, ich glaube.

Start of October

2007-10-01T22:06:00.001+09:00

It starts October from today.The season is already fall. But the temperature is too high.Of course, wind is cold in morning and night.My cats are entering in the blanket :D

Since it starts new month, I wanna start in new feel.But I have many problems.When will I go to study abroad??and when will I quit my job??
Although I have many problems, I have to do "que ser ser".As you know, this word is my weblog name.I think it is not good to consider deeply.I should take it easy.
Que ser ser whatever will be will be :D

AMAZON CAT

2007-09-30T23:13:00.000+09:00

I often use Amazon for shopping.And whenever I get the parcel, my cat Bonz enters in the box .He likes box very much.Even if he knows he can't enter in it, (for example the box is too small for him), he is going to enter in it. He is stupid cat. But cats are such animal.

STRONGER

2007-09-29T13:25:00.000+09:00

What should I do to become strong person??My work is to develop unknown computer virus detection system. But there are no good method to make it.So, our bosses are going to quit this job, and my boss was going to make me another job from next October.And I hope so.But.... but from next October, I have to continue developing this system again.There are few people who agree to develop this system in my company.But our company is being given investment money by prefecture.So, someone have to continue developing this system. And someone is me....This is work and I have to do it.Although I know it, but I don't wanna do it.Many people complain to continue this system.Because I don't have any idea to complete it andif I can't do it, our company will not get benefit.
I don't have strength to be able to work in such an environment...I wanna be strong person to be able to confront in such the environment.

Krankenhaus

2007-09-28T11:42:00.000+09:00

Morgen muss ich zum Krankenhaus gehen.Weil ich keine Medizinen habe.Aber morgen muss ich auch arbeiten.Deshalb muss ich zum Krankenhaus vor Arbeite gehen, und danach muss ich arbeiten.
Als ich Medizinen nicht nehme, Ich werde nicht sterben..Deshalb denke ich, dass ich zum Krankenhaus nicht gehen muss.

Actually I am considering whether I will go to Germany from 29th December to 5th January.The ticket in this period is very expensive. But I wanna spend with my German family in this time:DUhh...what should I do...?

Sweets of HalloWeen

2007-09-24T09:28:00.001+09:00

Last week, I bought some sweets of HalloWeen. Are these cute?? The first picture is case of pumpkin. The time I bought, there were some marshmallows of pumpkin shape. But I put some candies in it.The second is baumkuchen. The baumkuchen is made of pumpkin. I haven't eaten it yet. I will eat tomorrow.The last is tacos chips!! This was very tasty. I like tacos so much. I like not only tacos but hot food!!

Halloween is 31th October. I'm looking forward to it.Although I won't do any special thing, I like Halloween.When I was junior high school student at English class,I was taught about "Halloween". We should ask our ALT(means foreign English teacher)."Trick or treat??". If we could ask very well, ALT gave us some chocolates. At the time, there were few students could speaks English well. But I knew a little word. So I asked ALT. "Give me more chocolates". The teacher laughed and gave me more it. After then, my classmates imitated me and asked ALT. "Give me more chocolates". Because of it, ALT was lack of chocolates :D It was funny memory.

QUE-SER-SER

"Real Summer" is just around the corner.

Greeting

Last Studray plan.

Weekend Plan

Solar eclipse

Marine Day

Arguing.

I Don't Know the Reason, but....

A memorial service

Lack of sleep.

Beginning of week.

Friday.

Oh My God!!!

COLD

Taipei

EBI Without a trace

Present :)

Thinking

The Doll's Festival.

DELTA

Traveling

Windy day

Business Trip

Strange feet

Stomatitis

Short Bob

World Heritage.

BEAUTIFUL

Ich hatte viel zu tun heute.

Twist.

Simple Pleasure.

無駄な時間はない？

Nothing Vain Time

End of Winter on calender in Japan.

Chocolate :)

Geschenk

Today's beautiful word.

Super Grand mother..

A reencounter

Beautiful Word.

Disease( in Japanese) / 病気

Disease

Tokyo

Bot Virus

Sleepy

So tired / müde /疲れた

Pilates / ピラティス

Recommend mystery book

お薦めミステリー本（sorry, only Japanese)

Snowy / 雪の日

Virus / ウィルス

Webvam / ウェブカメラ

Delay. / 遅れ

Beautiful song

No pain No gain.

Shopping

Weblog

Bothering

Study

I haven't written for long time. / Lange nicht geschrieben.

I love Harrods

End Of November

HUNGER

Boring

Snow

Business Trip

Funny :D

Oh my god.

Packet :D

Happy Halloween!!!

My Heart Will Go On

I wanna be back.

Colored Leaves

Cocoa

Tomorrow.

Klavier

Rice Cooker Cat

Eine Puppe/ Doll

Sehr Kalt *cry*

Sehr Kalt cry