Monday, August 27, 2007

What should I do??

I'm working as a programmer now.But I don't like my work.It is very hard and programing sense is needed in this work.I don't have such a sense and this work doesn't suit for me.Although I don't like my work, the reason I work isto save money for my dream.My dream is going study abroad.
But I don't know whether I can really do it.If I can't do it, I don't need to work as programer I don't like.I should work another job, even if salary is very cheap...
The reason I wanna go study abroad is to study German.But ..... If I am asked "What will you do after you finish going study abroad??"I don't know yet.What will I do when I learn German??Can I make use of it?? I don't know.I am said by my parents and boss.But I wanna study German. Just only wanna to study German......
If I only just wanna study German, don't I need to go abroad??Even if I'm in Japan, I can study it.I work moderately and I study German in holiday,and sometimes I go to Germany on vacation.Is this life better than it??
But if I wanna work in Germany,it is absolutely better to go study abroad in Germany.
So....My choices.....

1. I continue my work. When I have enough money. I quit job and go study abroad.
2. I quit my job right now, and I go study abroad for short time(about 3month??)
3. I quit my job and I work another job I really wanna do. And I study German in Japan, and
go to Germany sometimes.

1 comment:

Unknown said...

Dear Chihiro

Oh well.. you are thinking hard I can feel it!

If ppl ask why you want to STUDY in germany , there are correct! it would be very difficult to study for you, since you cannt speak any german, am I right?

If you really would like to go Germany, think deeply why you want to go there and what you would like to achieve!

Well.. I was in the same situtation actually! Since I was 16 years old I was seeking to stay in China. But how can a 16 years old girl survice in china without any education.

So I decided later on I wll go there. What happened?

When I was 24 years old - after I finish my education in German- I have applied for a internship in Hong Kong. I got it and I was also able to work in China for few weeks! It is not easy.. but it possible.

What I wanna say is, if you would like to "stay" in germany.. you can also find a job in Germany..may be in a japanese company.. You think your english is nice.. so you can also work in a conmpany where you can use japanese and english :))

If you have some questions, just let me know :))

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